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Ignore my post please, read somewhere the guy I assumed to be underrated has said problematic stuff of idols he did a cover of.

Was convinced i am a lesbian with fantasy for guys due to excessive romance series consumption. Until I watched Wooseok fancam.

YG/Ex-YG trainees are a disappointment compared to the amount of hype they have on PDX.

No matter how much lies dude tried to construct, he still can't impress me more than Kyungsoo has done. I am a fan of a genius who learn things impressively fast. Kyungsoo impressing me over and over again in ways i can see. As a fan from 2013, he has surprisee me with his acting skills to his ability to learn things fast.

My friend is essentially in a relationship without the official confirmination. Another 1 goes down. Meanwhile i got preyed upon by a guy 11years older than me. Dude actually figured out my crush on the attached guy and got closer to my crush for this. He got closer to my crush and making my crush knows he's after me. I started to response to him more seeing he is close to my crush. Thanks to him I get to have more conversations with my crush and he also make me realise my crush has a girlfriend. The possibility of people finding out i have a crush on someone especially attached guy feels scary. The guy going after me is also scary and the entire situation makes me feel stressed as fuck. Using the word 'preyed' as the guy has been lying like crazy and only after me cause I am thin & much younger than him. I know he didn't like it when i mentioned i am a fan of a boygroup for 6years. Hopefully my full exo/d.o. fangirl mode can get rid of his interest in me. Also to diguise my crush on the attached guy. Hard but i will try my best to portray the 'too crazy/delusional over my idol to like a guy in real life'.

I am a massive fan but not 1 to have my idol photocard on the back of my phone. Rarely use idol related phone wallpaper/lockscreen as well. Somehow I got preyed on and now I am going to give off the vibe of super crazy exo/D.O. fangirl.

Since i have no intention to get into a relationship with anyone i know in this environment. It doesn't matter whether my eyecandy is single. His girlfriend is pretty while I am meh and they seems to be in a long term relationship already planning their future. I can continue to be interested in him. We aren't even friends status(but had small 1 to 1 conversations) but i want to know more about him. But worried that people can tell my interest in him.

I hate how people love to abuse my guillble side to construct more lies. I believe since it has no impact to me and i find it pointless to doubt it. Not worth the brainpower.

Any subunit with Yuri sounds like a good idea.

His smile still cures me tbh.

Confirmed she is eyecandy girlfriend without sounding abnormal! Bless! Adorable and she is not bad looking. Stay happy and based on my observation he seems like the loyal and sweet type. Please stay the same like what make me kind of fell for you!

Cute guys all have a girlfriend. I know he's attached. Or is the girl also going after him with how touchy she is towards him. He should be an eyecandy and why do i feel like i want him more than relaxation on my eye. & i will never enter a relationship with him anyway. His smile is so sweet and i am in love with his smile. And he is on the quieter side like me and that random outburst and he don't smoke. Need to remind myself love is only an illusion and fucking is just reproduction and don't need love. Can Ksoo have a comeback or my favourite romance series stop dragging the love triangle. No, i should focus on reality. Positive note is i don't have to see him for 1 week so maybe i will wake up from my delusion & fantasy.

This is probably the worst ksoo hiatus i experienced in my 6years of fangirling Ksoo. He had longer hiatus but the fans knew he was filming something but this time round is nothing. To some extent that wasn't really a hiatus.

When will Kyungsoo be back from his holiday. Just spend 1 week filming something and we will be happy for 2months since we are used to lack of contents. SM & Kyungsoo please!

Imagine the amount of time I saved by not thinking about this series in the exactly same scenario again. Bigger time waster than gaming. At least i get some reward for playing. Can this writer just end this series so i can move on. Kind of wish i have terminal illness and dying in a few months. Screw all the real life responsibilities and focus on improving my writing skills to write the best romance series. I have spent years enjoying this genre & now i am ready to move on. I am perfectly aware of my favourite tropes and want a series that has every element i love from my favourite series.

Tempo is the worst exo title track along with MAMA. Lotto >>>>>>>>>> Tempo

My illusion towards guys seeing female beyond lust is like 95% dead. But a part of me still think it can be real at least in a certain fictional story. Where love is real in this fictional story. Yet the 1 that make or break whether love is real in this story is based on female lead love for male lead.

Dude is thirsty for a girlfriend/female but i like him a lot beyond this part. He seems like a great friend and a really nice person based on the way I see him interact with his guy friends. Even the way he dissed me in something when he pretty much gets I have no interest in him(no need to be nice) sounds like what a person who is normally nice to people trying to act evil. I get the geniunely nice person vibe from him. I will love to be friends with him if I am a guy.

Has my OTP got together or has the writer sinked the ship so bad that my dream scenario is truly 100% fanfic level now.

I like him quite a lot minus the creepy and desperate for girls part. Seems like a really nice and hardworking guy beyond that. Other guys that are desperate for female just outright tell me they are single and avaliable. While this went half a semi circle asking me am I single. 5years age gap is also okay for me as I date anyone born in the same decade as me. Wish the best for him and hope he find a hobby. Also, another guy that I see as younger brother see me as a younger kid as well. He is definitely younger than me, just that I look younger than my age. But good to know he see me positively as well.

No intention to date him but I get really excited when we accidentally make eye contact. I need Kyungsoo to announce a new project for me to stop spazzing over a random guy.

And the guy is also on the quieter side & don't seems to be 1 that goes to problematic places.

I cant call them creepy when i am trying to pull the same shit. But any guy that is interested me is certainly just thirsting for female to fuck. I have no positive qualities they get to see. But this guy, is handsome & hardworking & don't smoke & I am in love with his smile.

Final member of the Produce groups are all more talented than the ones with the highest acculmative votes in the entire show and didn't get in. Seeing what could have been, I am glad the 1st 3 seasons didn't use Produce X format. But I do appreciate Mnet trying to make it more different from season 2 instead of exactly the same show with different contestants.

I should use up all the stamina drinks I want to in this event. Shouldn't worried that it will affect me tiering in the next event. Should focus on having fun while playing a game.