kookiestealer

Why do I get an anxiety attack when I either text or send snap to the guy I like? When I talk to him in person I'm fine but texting? Nopee. LIke wtf

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lMP1El5CIgk

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Omg. So, I was working on this assignment with my crush and our friend in this working room (?) and he was acting so weird. Like he was joking around and being childish, and I was just like: WTF? I guess with me alone he acts more reserved and mature, here he was idk. I didn’t find it attractive at all. I still view him as a good friend but I think some of my attraction to him just died off. I'm used to him joking around, but it was so extreme. And things he told me omfg

I wonder when they'll have their next korean comeback

For some reason I have become obsessed with this part of the song 1:01 and 2:11 .... like wtf

I'm reading "Gray Mountain" by John Grisham and so far pleasantly suprised. I normally stay away from books that belong in the mystery/thriller genre because they always end up boring me but this one is interesting. It's very informative about how the coal industry is destroying the enviorment and how it effects local communities - only its in novel form.

Me when I leave the house after lying to myself that I actually look decent

Okay, so I never get my crush alone. It drives me mad because he is always with this girl. I have nothing against her, but It’s like he is courting her around college! Like, he must be in love or something because even when the guys are there he still chooses her over her them! We always sit together as a trio but ijasidhkahkhdskhadskhsl

Omg I almost told someone this morning that I was sick (I was lying) but didn't. IM SO GLAD I DIDN'T BECAUSE I GOT INVITED TO A PARTY WHERE MY CRUSH IS GOING TO BE AT

OMG! Hahaha, I'm definitely voting for this

Omg, I remember being at this party with my crush and thinking he was ignoring me because I didn’t get eye contact, so I pulled him to me and was like “You’re allowed to say hi to meâ€, poor guy. He was like “I didn’t say hi to anyone?â€, then I said I didn’t feel him acknowledging me – he was so confused. He told me he was not ignoring me throughout the night he proved that. Like how needy can I sound?? But we are friends and I was looking at him to say hello but he was just staring at this girl sjdajdasldjad.

Ew, so I called this helpline for people with anxiety and this man on the other and gave such creepy vibes. I said what I was struggeling with and he was like "Ohh, so you have that "nice little girl" syndrome, huh?". I almost barfed. "You do everything to please others?". Such a creepy vibe, MY GOD. Then when I was about to hang up he said, "Now I'mma be a bit mean towards you..." And then I kind of put a more serious tone in my voice and was like, "What?". NEVER AGAIN.

Does this seem suggestive to send to a guy friend on snapchat (we have never hooked up or fooled around)?