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Surprisingly, I actually made friends this year... I even partied this year! Even I don't know how that happened. Unfortunately, I made a commitment career wise and will not see any of them this year. Back to being semi-friendless.

Woo goo got a $200 gift card from my sales people!

Oh, I don't miss the days when my body was like "fuck you." If you ever decide to work in America, come with significant savings. That medical debt is not cheap.

Have you considered veganism? I've heard it cures cancer and all other ills.

Sometimes I just think you have almost no deciphering skills and are incapable of understanding what is being said. It's like you skip the context around it and just dash at your keyboard... I want to tell you to read again what I said, but would it change your ability to understand it? Ultimately, I almost feel the need to challenge you to repeat what I said like a five year old because it seems like you have a almost no understanding of things in general.

I barely wear makeup anymore and the whole youtube world was on it. I think my goal for 2018 will be to weed myself out of the internet. I just need to get these British talk shows out of the way. I am way too obsessed with Richard Ayoade at the moment. And Frankie Boyle gets my best laugh of 2017. There is offensive humor and there is offensive humor! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2Se4_z8GKg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuyeGBSKk5g

On to my indifferent streak, to me the situation is just one of self reflection. I don't have empathy for you guys, I have empathy for him. I mean the fan celebrity relationship is a double edged sword. For as much as the love and adoration is needed to sustain the career, it is also probably a huge contributor to the celeb's misery. Plus with depression, I have no insight into how one copes with it all. Edit: As I was typing this, I actually googled the article because if I'm being honest, I didn't fully read the story before and they said in his suicide note, he actually muses about how he managed to last this long. That is incredibly melancholic. I realize I should put more effort into understanding depression. Nonetheless, one cannot force themselves to feel what they don't feel. For as tragic as the situation is, my reaction is the twinge that comes when one reads about death. Shocking in the strange way that death is shocking even though we all die. Yet also, the strange detachment of one reading the news. That I must continue with the living until it is my time or less eloquently put, "life goes on."

I feel like I haven't listened to Rihanna in five years. I honestly was just randomly googling her eyes. I think I may have been reading an article on eyes...

Hitting that point home with internet randomness. I swear you search for Rihanna's eye color and end up with this.

This to some extent. There are people who's misery comes from their environment. For a lot of LGBT, I suspect this is a reason the it gets better campaign helps. You have people who don't see the point of living because someone has conditioned them to think so or because they have to wake up everyday and go to school with other kids who bully them. Now there are also some people who will just live with depression their whole lives. I don't think it gets better is a necessarily problematic narrative. The problem is that thinking the campaign applies to every facet of life. Human psychology is also terribly complicated and we will never fully understand it. Why do some people like Oprah thrive despite growing up abused and some people in her circumstances, this abuse manifests into a paraphilia?

It seems like everyone is in mourning and I'm in this thread like lalala.

It's called Method

I clicked on a Korean BL because I saw Park Sung Woong and he was once bae status. Also, Korean BLs tend to be like friendship or brotherly love type of stories. My jaw dropped at the kiss scene. DROPPED. Like damn Korea, you did that. That is seriously one actor I just could not imagine starring in a movie where he has to kiss a guy. He always plays charismatic villains.

I actually noticed this dichotomy yesterday. It's not that this forum has gone back to normal but that "Life goes on." There was something strange about seeing a "Hey, look how lovely her legs are" threads in between threads about suicide and mental illness... *Deletes sad musing* Let's just have an adorable kitten gif instead.

Y'all are so nice. I would never apologize to Almond. I got her warning points and I regret nothing!

Damn, I clicked on this and it brought me to the last page and I read the comments thinking jeez, "Why are you guys acting like someone died..." Damn.

This officially puts Ed Shereen on top.

You should both report him. What the fuck is wrong with him. Seriously.

What the fuck?!! I expected something soft but that is so inappropriate. Plus I'm glad you have evidence in terms of the messages. How have you put up with this shit. I lucked out with my boss. She's pretty much my friend.

That is messy!

The democratic part finally appealing to blacks is now bearing fruit.

You know for a video that a lot of people were saying is the worst on the internet, it was just there... I just was even disappointed in it. Damn it, I just came to muse here that I can't believe a democrat won Alabama.

I wish they featured some of the prominent Killers or season 2 better have Bundy and Dahmer. HOT DAMN. I haven't watched a BL in a while and clicked on this Taiwanese one. Oh my gosh, Asian BLs have come along way. IF this was western I wouldn't bat an eye, but Oh my gosh, I am blushing. My innocencu... Acting is mega cringe though...

Forget, have you watched Mind Hunters? It's the shit. It was really interesting. Made me search for the interviews on YouTube.

Well, I watched 1 man, 1 horse because curiosity and being on reddit. I think I am so corrupted by the internet, i wasn't even affected. On that note, that definitely did not look pleasurable. Apparently, the guy died after that. I'm just amazed he had lived long enough to had done that with multiple horses.