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So precious ╥╥

Key looks incredibly lovely with his current hair color, it really emphasises his features and it suits him so well

It is going to hurt for a while and at this point is a feeling i have embraced and i am working through it and though we are definitely moving forward, i cannot help this glum feeling, especially as i watch their performances, i do believe something was visibly not right with Taemin in that moment, thankfully it was nothing crazy (or as upsetting as Jinki) but seeing him in that state still hurt, and i know this is all part of the healing process, i just wish i could take all their pain away, they should have never gone through this in the first place and none of this should have come their way in the first place, i also do feel positive about the future and i know as time pass by we will all hurt less, though, my feelings regarding the situation at the moment past this first step and what the future might and has yet to bring for us have not completely settled down and i do not know how to exactly put onto words the thoughts running through my head regarding the point we have reached so far but i will just wait and see Thank you for posting this and rxlcrab for the comforting words ♡

I could not bear to watch the Hello performance, his body language and the expression on his face hurt my heart and the way he seems to be trying to swollow down a huge lump in his throat only makes it hurt worse...

Same, i adore their videos ♡

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Taemin deserve nothing but happiness and seeing his heart full of so much sadness is gut-wrenching... The feeling of seeing someone like him in this hurtful state of heart and mind is a feeling i wish did not exist. I hope that he and the others heal and see brighter days and only brighter days

As the Domes are approaching my emotions are conflicted between pain (i do not even have the certainty that it is pain or something else) and anticipation...

That precious laugh, legitimately teared up as i heard it ╥╥

It warms my heart seeing Taemin doing well, i could not hold back my tears as i saw his post, even though it has been a tough run and there is still so much more, i am glad he is taking his time to reflect on all he has done, achieved and learned these past years, cherishing all the amazing times spent all the while traveling making time for new enriching experiences as he always deserved I shed tears once he was announced for the award likewise, truly, i did not expect my eyes to swell up in tears… as it was presented they were already stinging but once i heard his name i could not hold it back... i realized then i missed him that bad His message in particular was also comforting yet gut wrenching, the way he felt apologetic toward Jjong was incredibly saddening... still, i am delighted all this love and support was able to get to him

I am in tears, a sharp twinge of pain shot up my heart the moment i read the news, i feel incredibly overwhelmed as i did not expect the album to be released before long and learning the title of the album in particular... I will listen to it well, though i cannot help but feel rather doleful

I will support SHINee throughout everything with the utmost love as i always have, thank you again Kibum for being my anchor and i hope with our love SHINee can be able to gain even more strength

I've been fulfilled of strength through their words, SHINee is the biggest strength to us, they gave me strength to try to go through this and they inspire me so much, i cherish them deeply. I am so incredibly proud and i admire their bravery, you have all my support as you begin this new journey

This child is so incredibly adorable 6v6

Profoundly moved by his strong presence of self and mind, the strength expressed is just staggering, thank you Jinki

Yeah, i will support him with everything that he has the desire to do

Click here to view the Tweet Just learned about the theme, which explains the reason behind his appearance I wonder what exactly he will perform

I am keen to believe it is his own decision and i wish he could take some time off

As the funeral procession was getting more coverage i barely shed a tear...i can not properly describe this feeling, it was all so overwhelming i ended up feeling completely numb and empty…with an expression mainly mirroring those of Jinki and Taemin, and the latter with an empty stare, hardly any change of expression yet with a vivid pain...it was truly devastating to witness. Kibum’s letter was difficult to read but comforting, i came to accept what happened. I wish those close to Jjong the best in this and to be able to move forward with their life in wholeness and so everyone else who hold him in a special place in their hearts.

Apologies for the very late reply but no, i did not saw any video of Taemin nor i am aware of any of it as of now May they find strength during this arduous time

Took the time to figure to myself and collect more or less my thoughts… So much grief had initially seized me, but with the amount of denial within me, it is hard to fully accept this situation, as my brain process it, i have yet to truly feel and believe the reality of it. One moment i am well with the thought of going through a mere group hiatus yet as more information is circulating, as more people express their painful grief, i break down again, and so, on and off it is. The distress is not as agonizing as much as i thought it would be afterwards, considering the extreme reaction the jarring moment of realism SM’s final statement caused. I do not have the words to explain the sincere outpouring of my emotions, i am not sure when i will be able to fully process nor articulate and convey my feelings...it will heal, slowly but surely. Now, i am profoundly concerned for the wellbeing of the members, Jinki, and Taemin in particular, he was incredibly bright the day before, it deeply hurts me to think about the pain he is going through... Kibum expression was absolutely devastating but Minho firm, warm and marked disposition partly conforted me, he is beyond admirable

Will do thank you

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I'm letting it sink in, its way too unreal, i will break down soon again... actually as i'm typing this so many tears are falling down already and my head hurts so much, my idol, my inspiration is really gone...too soon, too damn soon, i have no words to describe the immense pain i'm feeling right now, i hope his family, members and friends will be fine and stay strong, thank you Jonghyun for being my light in the past 5 years and i'm so sorry you had to leave us like this

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