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Can't y'all believe that today is December 28
It's two days before Magazine Ho is ending

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- Junichi Suwabe (KnB Daiki Aomine, Utapri Ren Jinguuji, FT Freed Justine, oh come on seriously how can you not love his voice)
- Tatsuhisa Suzuki (Free! Tachibana Makoto, Owari no Seraph Shinya, KnB Takao)
- Onosaka Masaya (Tales of Symphonia Zelos Wilder, Hetalia France)
- Takehito Koyasu (Tales of the Abyss Jade)
- Saitou Soma (Zankyou no Terror Twelve, Haikyuu!! Yamaguchi Tadashi)
- Ryohei Kimura (Sakamichi no Apollon Kaoru, Haikyuu!! Bokuto Koutarou)
- Yoshimasa Hosoya (Free! Yamazaki Sousuke, Haikyuu!! Azumane Asahi, KnB Junpei)
Honorable mentions:
- Katsuyuki Konishi (Hetalia America & Canada, TG Amon Koutarou)
- Kugimiya Rie (TG Juuzou Suzuya, Fairy Tail Happy)
- Hiroshi Kamiya (Noragami Yato, KnB Akashi, Durarara!! Izaya Orihara)
- Ishikawa Kaito (Zankyou no Terror Nine, Haikyuu!! Kageyama Tobio, btw he's a fabulous dork)
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I need someone to mashup Jinho's cover with theirs ;v;
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I don't even know what I am any longer.
Am I a boy or a girl? Am I straight or gay? Am I immature or mature? Am I selfish or selfless? Do I want my hair straight or wavy? Do I want to be a social butterfly or a lone wolf? Do I want to study or just play games? Am I a bad person? What am I? Am I A or X or M? Am I actually that great at doing things? Do I want to end my life or not? Yes or no?
Remembering what my friend said, sure, everything that I said and asked to myself is everything from my mind. Which makes me wonder why my mind just won't stop. Inside my mind I want to approach all people and say hi, pet any kinds of animals, have babies (and it's very weird to think about this in my age), work in an office and motivate the workers, and then reality hits me.
Yes, I am aware that it's just in my mind. I am fully conscious that I can't live in my own world forever. My world is exactly like a fantasy world, that sometimes blur to darkness, and sometimes find happiness. I think I can live in there forever with all my 100+ OCs. See? I doubt you even understand what I'm saying right now, music wrecks me up sometimes, don't mind it lol
If there's just a way to stop my mind without stopping my heartbeat, I'll do it. Seriously. I want to live in peace. Just not with this brain. I am grateful for having such a complex brain, but I'm tired of it. At times I'll avoid my friends, and I'll suddenly be super touchy. At times I'll eat, and suddenly I don't want to for 2 days straight. At times I want this, then I want that, which you can't have after getting 'this'.
DAAAAAAAGH
It's really hard to escape from this situation, especially since these months are very crucial to decide my future 
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When the members with wide shoulders make a whole mess lol, I guess Shinwon has another weakness now xD
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Square but bigger. Longer avatars look strange for me.
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Congrats to all of you and merry christmas! <3<3
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Happy with these changes! Thank you so much for your hardwork mods <3<3 Especially that 100 posts limit! FINALLY!
I have some questions tho:
- If quoting is not allowed in BT, can't it be completely removed then? So there will be only Report and Edit buttons on the bottom right side of each posts.
- Does illegal link for music includes full album preview (not audio snippet, more like this) and unofficial lyric videos (whether it be color-coded or not)?
- Will there be active post count in BT? I know in Random section the function is disabled, but if it's moved, will that change or not?
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Merry Christmas to all the Universe!!! <3<3
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Please consider locking this thread: https://onehallyu.com/topic/624760-why-does-sorry-sorry-only-have-82m-views/?view=findpost&p=25249090
Thank you.
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Tbh I'm a lil' bit disappointed bc only Jinho knows the Zion.T's song and only Hui knows PHS's Breath ;v; Hui's so cute in this

Hui's starting to mess my bias list again istg when will these boys s t o p wrecking me inside out

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I've been doing pretty bad lately and I just need to get it out somewhere. No one has to read it if they want I just need to put it down somewhere. Also please don't worry for me, Im just in a bad head space right now and I need to vent somewhere. I know I'll be fine, eventually.
I think this will be the first time talking about this, I’ve never even told my therapist these thoughts. Which defeats the point of talking to her, but I guess I like feeling like I’m trying to do something rather than actually do something. This past week has been hell, obviously. But it’s also brought up some pretty dark thoughts that I thought I left in the past. I think that's why I wanted to get my feelings out somewhere, because it feels too real and scary for them to be just in my head. I just feel like such a hypocrite. I keep telling other people that their life is worth living, that they need to keep on going, but I'm telling myself the opposite. Now I know that people's responses would be “obviously your life is worth living too!†but is it? There's just no point to it all. I have no purpose, no motivation, everything is just so meaningless. The only thing that had meaning in my life is now gone, and I just don’t care anymore. The only thing keeping me here is my family. I don’t want them to have to go through that pain, so I just keep living this worthless life. I just honestly don’t know what to do anymore. It's just been years and years of mental anguish, the constant stress and crippling depression. I'm just not even living an actual life, just a shell of one. At this point, the majority of my life has been like this, I just can’t see it ever getting better. Even when I was a child and I considered myself happy, I was still a nervous wreck. I think the shooting I was in may have actually just fucked me up for good. It wasn't even that bad, I wasn't even hurt. There's no reason for it to be affecting me so much almost a decade later. I just really hate how weak it's made me. I want to be someone that can be there for someone, but it just feels so insincere when Im telling them not to do all the things I am doing. And it feels like telling anyone this is just trying to get attention, which is why I guess I never do. It just feels so selfish to talk about this. There are people who have it worse than me, what right do I have to talk like this? Maybe I am an attention seeker, I don’t know. This week shouldn’t even be close to about me, but here I am being selfish. Though honestly If there was a way for me to take his place and bring him back I would do it in an instant. He deserves life far more than I do, he such a better person than I. It's just so unfair that he’s gone. It's just so unfair.
I know, judging people is not something to do when this happens, but instead of being selfish, you are the most selfless person I've ever met in this forum. About your last paragraph, do you have a sibling or family member, or even someone close who has gone because of the shooting? I should have had two older sisters before. The oldest died because of her physical disability and the second died because of miscarriage. I also have the same thought, that my oldest sister should have lived instead of me, because I give lots of burden to my parents and my sibling.
I believe even though you feel your life is meaningless, we must live not only for the living, but also for the dead. I'm doing really bad this year also because I don't know where to go, but I keep reminding myself that if I died, who'll take care of my family? It's such a burden, right? I'm really sure that he wants you to keep living, because there's still hope for people, including you.
In fact if you ask me, I am so glad that you vent out your feelings, even after you told me to PM you with my thread which I never do (sorry xD I really appreciate it though). Venting your own feeling itself is already very hard, even to a professional. It's truly not an attention-seeking attempt, but rather cry for help. People may have things worse than us, so does that mean we have better life than them? Even with better life, why do we think like this all the time? I personally believe God has given us a same share of burden we need to surpass; a unique challenge no one ever has.
I don't even know if this helps or not because my words here will make you feel even worse ;v; I'm sorry I can't be there for you but I hope you tell trusted ones about this too. Please stay strong ;v; You're one of my favorite OH! users tbh ;v;
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K-Universe.... They are the true moodboosters, I mean that fanchant is so incredible

Still I'm really sad that this comeback can't be the mark of their first win
Let's give them even more support next year!-
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Spirited Away
The Garden of Words
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If you like yaoi then Doukyuusei is the one movie for you~
I usually download at gogoanime.io if you are confused where to download.
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I'm not sure if this is where I should be posting, but I'm trying to get to 100 posts so I can finally get my Shinee badge ;_;
Good luck for you! Just post a lot on threads that are not in Random section.
The games in The Bar really help in boosting posts, I use them a lot when my posts are close to post count target
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As someone who reports quite a lot I usually fill it with the reason why the thread or post should be locked / deleted.
For example, if it's a troll-bait thread and I don't need to go into details cause the mod just needs to check the OP and the comments to understand where I am coming from, I usually only write "Bait / Troll thread" - However if the situation is more complicated I tend to go into details and explain why the thread or post is unnecessary (such as explain the poster history etc) .
Mods never complained about the way I report things so I think that's fine~
Ah, I see. Thank you so much for answering!
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You can report on any post or a profile > just click on the report button, and you'll be taken to a page with a blank comment box > just fill in whatever you need to say/however you need to say it about the user, post, etc... and then hit submit
To be honest that part is what I'm trying to ask xD I'm sometimes really confused when filling it. I don't want to recklessly fill in the report so any hints on this? Can you give me an example? ;v;
Again I'm sorry for such a dumb question ;v;
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I'm sorry for such a dumb question, but can a mod please tell me how to exactly report someone? So far I've been confused on how to fill in the report because I must write it down instead of choosing what to report in a checklist. Ah I'm sorry for my bad English.
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btw guys, i took over the op of the thread as the previous op was self-banned. i'm going to update this op with resources, so if you have any tips or anything that may help, it would be very appreciated <3
Thank you so much.
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1M VIEWS ON ORIGINAL CHANNEL ;V;
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Can anyone recommend me any underrated anime?
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