aeromancy

Ran my first 5k race today and I feelsoooo great! Didn't expect the second mile to be up a damn mountain though lol that was rough :(

give me strength to do my fafsa today

he made a youtube channel crying

every single guy i've gotten involved with has been an asshole and getting ghosted is getting so damn old. do my feelings just not matter to no one lol

i miss bap

goddamn i'm so sick and tired of being dumped over text message....the past three times!! it hurts so much....except this time it's worse since he's the first guy i've ever properly liked :( heart broken in 2

i officially own an apartment now it's scaryyyy also i'm officially not pregnant lmao thank god. and i got nexplanon in my arm. i'm having a good day!!

I usually do but it ain't my computer and 5 second skippable ads barely phase me so i never bothered lol. maybe I'll do them the favor tho

Was getting ready to watch this video and are you fucking kidding me with all those ads.

i don't get it

my period's late i'm panicking.

Guilt is eating me alive rn. I need to quit running my mouth at work before ppl start to think I'm that kind of person, bc I'm not I'm just stressed. I feel guilty for a reason and I'll just take it as a lesson and hope as long as I shut my fat mouth from now on it'll be fine

His gf just texted me. :( I'm so fucking hurt

An hour and 45 minute finale to shane's jake paul series......for real? lol

i can't stop binge eating :( i've gone from 115 to like 120-125 and i hate myself sfm. I've been saying I'll get back on track tomorrow for like, weeks now lol there's no point in even saying it anymore. I hate feeling so out of control

made a hair appointment to bring back my balayage. can't waaaait

thank god i'm taking wed. off and won't have to wait tables again until friday. sick of that place

leave me alone lol. 3 people are making me sick of like, everyone rn.

I'm really so glad I went and got my picture taken with bap. I knew one day I would be, but I didn't think it'd be so soon. I was right in front of Yongguk too :( It feels like just yesterday I was spending a year not knowing if I'd ever see them again. Only for them to announce out of the blue that they're coming back....and being stoked like I'd never been before for their comeback. And now they probably are leaving and it's just all so bittersweet. I've been out of kpop for the most part for a while now, but they've been my bias group since 2012 and emotions are hitting me like a train lol

apparently i only got 25 minutes of deep sleep last night....lol. I didn't even think it was possible to get so little, that's so bad wtf.

i got dumped AND find out the race I signed up for got cancelled. what a gud day

I came into work today and was met with bts on ellen on the tv.......it was wild. Especially since I never watched when they were there the first time. (I'm sooooo out of the loop and don't know if they were on there again....or if it was a rerun or what)