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i've had a change of perspective

I think I might get a tattoo

wrong thread my b Actually now I can rant. I need to make an appointment to see a college advisor but because of the stupid "no more than 8 characters + one special character + you have to update it every semester" rule I can never remember my password and ended up getting locked out I looked at my saved passwords, used that one, and it was still wrong. Apparently the advising website doesn't use the same password :')

I hadn't heard about this drama but now I want to watch it

I don't drink but tonight i'm drunk and for this first time all this week I feel great. sometimes being a toatal light weight comes in handy the only downside is i'm almost out

The past month I've been happier than I've ever been so of course shit finally had to happen to fuck that up. Next time you want to talk to me about something, don't invite me to see a movie with you and make me waste $11 to end up only seeing the commercials. And also thanks for bringing it up in front of about 4 other people who then made me feel cornered. You were right but I won't stop being annoyed at the way you went about it. Really, thanks. Edit: Or even better at least wait until after my date Saturday that I told you about. A DATE. That basically negates everything you were upset with me about like ?? Another thanks for making me lose all confidence in myself. I don't even want to go anymore since he's better off without me. Thank you so much.

After Monday I'll have been asked to come in 10 times just the past two weeks whether it be a coworker asking to cover their shift or they need extra help. I've started saying no to coworkers which sucks because I get shit happens but when they need an extra person...I can't really say no to that. It's a good thing because without this I would hardly be making anything but fucking still I've worked the past two weeks nonstop and I HATE my job so I don't want to be there anymore than I have to. I'm laughing my ass off at how my coworkers kept going on about "not getting enough hours" and that she "hired too many people." uh huh. stop making me cancel my plans then and now i came home to this gdi

My Lots of Love album finally came in today and the packaging is so fucking pretty! It's such quality they really outdid themselves. I'm just in love and like. I really want to open the envelope but I'm afraid I'll ruin the sticker

Right? I've been planning to get a Sinb badge and had such a hard time picking I agree #4 is a floating head and what is her expression in #2.... My vote went to #3 because at least her expression isn't weird but honestly I'm not a huge fan of any. If #1 really does end up winning though I think I can live with it. if anything at least they're still miles better than Yerin's winning rip

I wrote out a long ass rant for this but I'll just say that I hope the idiots who have been messaging him and calling him fat the past year and a fucking half are happy. This breaks my heart and I'm SO MAD because he's such a nice, caring, lovely, and beautiful human being inside and out and yet people reduce him down to his weight. This example was recent and will forever stick out to me but apparently that doesn't matter because he's a healthy weight now despite having admitted to starving himself to lose weight :cry: :cry: :cry: He even called it a "self-imposed hunger strike" I'M SO LIVID :ohpressor: He deserves so much more.

To be honest I really hate this job so far. I mean, I love the job I just don't like the social aspect of it. Like, I can’t find anything in common with the people I work with and I know everyone picks up on me being an anxious mess and I feel like I’m in the way and just generally not liked….and throughout every single shift I just can not relax. I’m on-edge the entire fucking time... do you know how exhausting that is. It's like the entire time I'm waiting to break the ice but no matter what it never happens. And I don't understand why I'm like this. It's never been anywhere near this bad at any other job.  :._.: I know it's just my anxiety but...that's the worst part. I can't do a single thing about it.

Wow this is soooo nice I'm living for his solo tracks, they're all so great.

Hi! You can add me as a supporter if you want (and hi all! I keep meaning to post here more but I never do )

Mamamoo is seriously the cutest group. Just how well they get along, it's so cute. It feels natural and, I don't know, it just really makes them stand out. They're just really cute  :lol:

It’s almost 11 pm and I’m hearing gunshots. Like 10 and counting…so I'm pretty sure they're just practicing or w.e but....why....in the middle of the night in a suburban neighborhood. Christ. Even if they're being perfectly safe about it it's still loud even if it is distant SHUT UPPP.

I post here too much. Oops [spoiler] [/spoiler] you guys are all so pretty. share your secrets :cry:

My hamster got lost last night and I finally found her. She's safe and sound back in her cage but I think she might have wet tail.   I'm sure it did stress her out quite a bit, but a few months ago she got out of her cage when I was cleaning her bin and once I found (again, a day later) her she was fine. I don't know. So it's odd but hopefully that's not what it is. If she can just get through the night I'm taking her to the vet tomorrow to be sure. But in the meantime I'm playing some hamster relaxation music that I found on youtube for her loool   Really, though, I'm beyond grateful that I found her and I'm so fucking mad at myself for losing her a second time. Especially now that, if she's sick it could kill her.  :._.:   I'm making sure this isn't happening again. I love her so much  :cry:

Today a dumbass high-schooler who is my coworker, threw an ice cube right at my collarbone for some fucking reason and it hurt like shit. I made it two days and I'm done with this job. I'm quitting tomorrow. I was hoping to hold out for at least a week but noooope I can't think of a single positive thing about it.     Besides I got a reply about setting up an interview at an animal hospital anyways  I really want it. Please.

Today I was my first day of my new job at a fast food restaurant and c h r i s t. I'm beyond dead. My last job was retail at a bookstore and it was SUCH a walk in the park compared to this. I'm working 7 hours, 2-9 until Friday when I work until midnight.   I honestly don't think I can do it.  :cry: I've never been so exhausted. I know it sounds so whiny but 7 hours was a lot, I feel, for my first shift working part-time. It was overwhelming. I'll have to talk to her about scheduling me for less.   I don't know. If anything, at least I have a new-found respect for those who work in fast food. I'm glad to have this experience.

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I keep spending money on clothes and other shit I don't need I just looked at my bank account and :)   I'm usually so good at saving.... I hate not having a job. It's stopping now.  :twitch:

[spoiler] this is a couple months old but whatever, i'll look decent next week when finals are over lmao i just felt like posting something and not studying. you guys and these catfish posts though loooool [/spoiler]

[spoiler]I hate my brother so fucking goddamn much. You're 26 years old FUCKING L E A V E   My home life is so depressing and I hate it. I'd give anything I own to have someone else's life[/spoiler]

There's a guy in my english class who I've slowly become friends with in the sense that we've been texting and stuff About an hour ago he just sent me a random text that said my hair looked nice today and i know you were lying it looked like SHIT   Gdi it seems like every time I start becoming friends with a boy this happens. This is like the third time this term. y u do this 

I'm waiting in line for bap's concert and why did I wear shorts. It's cold as shit. Wind why