lilkay45

At work and my marketing internship, I think I'm pretty hardworking. But once I get home and I have to work on projects for school, I hate everything. I was suppose to have an updated designed (design major) resume last week. Still haven't done anything yet. Every time I see my peers getting really passionate about what they do and work so hard on their projects, I feel so lost rather than being inspired by them. Idk maybe this major is just really isn't for me. What suck is that I just need this class to graduate.

everything is so stressful

I really hate it when professors don’t post grades. I just turned in my last project today for my final. I still don’t anything about my grade in the class. I just really want to pass all my classes and graduate this year. Please let me graduate in June of this year.

It would be nice if my parents stop commenting “they look like girls†everytime they see me watch kpop guys. It’s been almost 10 years since I got into it. Please stop. I get it. They always make unnecessary comments. 🙄 I wished they understand how kpop made my life better and helped me thru hard times.

Being in college for 6 years already and although I am almost done, there is still some anxiety I may need to be in college for a bit longer. PLEASE, I JUST REALLY WANT TO GRADUATE ALREADY. I'm so done with college for the time being.

Congrats to the boys team~ I hope the girls team will get something too. :/

I feel so bad for ming ming. I like the girls line up better so far. But I think the boys team is gonna win, since they probably have more loyal fans.

omg I really wanted to curse when the host was like #9...... PLEASE WAIT!

wooooahhh top 3 was total unexpected for me. Rubin and park soo min

damn currently hyunsuk at 10 and hangyeom at 9. Hayoung at 9 and bowon at 10.

Idk the guys name that is getting screentime right now but I think his grandmother passed away. poor dude. edit: Gukhyeon is his name. I think he wanted his grandmother to see him debut.

edit: double post. oops sorry.

omg I woke up an hour late and I missed it the first hour..... >,<

the place I work at keeps on cutting hours because it isn't doing so well. I need the $$$ because I'm a broke college student. My major is hella time consuming too, so Idk if I will be able to get another job soon. But at least I am almost done with college.

Yay for canto speakers! lol

After being a huge fan of pd101 (both seasons), I was super excited to see the Chinese version. The first episode was pretty good and it was similar to the first episodes of the Korean Version. The only difference was that the contestants can guess their grades themselves before the actual judge evaluations. I am not too familiar with the Chinese Entertainment industry. I only know Yuehua and Banana Culture are really big companies. My Chinese isn't really great but so far with the first episode, I understand 70-80% of what they are saying. I laughed really hard when Jackson and MC Jin asked the center guy (sorry forgot his name) where did he get his top (not the jacket). If I recall correctly, the center guy said he got it from a fan and then Jackson said "Can you tell your fan to get two for us?(referring to mc jin and himself)." I haven't seen all of the contestants/trainees but I think so far my favorite is nongnong. He is super adorable and I think he has a lot of potential.

Everything has been annoying me today. Idk what it is but I'm just hella irritated. fdksajfkldsflsadfk

It is still Christmas Eve in the US. But happy birthday Youngmin!!! And Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays to you all! ðŸ˜ðŸŽ„

This morning was so heavy for me. I woke up to the news of Jonghyun passing and then a couple hours later, I learn that two of my former classmates got into a tragic accident. One of them died and another is in critical condition. :( This is quite a lot to take in.

So far everyone I am rooting for is safe but many of them are in mid tier. :/ Not sure if an unpopular opinion or not but:

I haven't post here for such a long time. But I am finally done with finals!! Hope this thread will be alive for the upcoming holidays and also youngmin's birthday! :D This was so cute!! I can't believe it's been almost 100days already! (or is it already 100 days. Omg I feel so outdated lol) I remember the days where the fans were uncertain of Youngmin's (and donghyun's future). Time goes by so fast. Now I gotta catch up with what I miss.

Some people take Kpop way too seriously. It is just an award. If you stan because of trophies then you are stanning for the wrong reasons. Awards don't dictate if your group is successful or not. Just chill and enjoy the music. There are more things to life than Kpop. I can't with some k-pop fans seriously.

My friend's brother asked me yesterday what I do think of Weeaboos and Koreaboos. Honestly, as much as cringey they are, I don't really mind them as long as they are not hurting anyone or misappropriating something. I feel like I might get downvote for this but I feel like people should have their freedom of thought and if they want to think what they want, let them be. Besides I feel that weeaboos and koreaboos will eventually find out that Japanese and Korean culture are not superior to other cultures and both have many problems within as well. That's just me doe.

I hate group projects. I understand that people are busy with life and jobs but would it be so hard to do 1 hour or 2 google hangout for our project this weekend? I have 5 other people in my group and only 1 responded. We are already behind and we need to discuss our segments. For a successful marketing project, we need to narrow down our segments and really understand them. Our professor said that so many times. I don't know what gets to their head. Why are the non-business majors in my class more hardworking than most of the business majors?